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Stand here with me
Spirits...

As I sat at the funeral,
I watched the last smile I would ever see go by,
Childhood memories,
from when we were best friends began to rise
From when we attended West End Preschool,
to out last few moments in fifth grade.
I knew at that moment I would never regret a thing.

Pictures, Journals, and rumors are all that brighten us now,
To remind us that he will always behere, Watching over our soul.
His face gleams brightly in the sky waiting for our vow,
that shows him how many continued reaching for their goals.

Sometimes I sit on my sidewalk, looking at the stars wondering...

If your spirit found a place of peace,
I feel your warmth trembling through my blood.
Guiding me down the right path showing me
That god as place you on top of his mountain, as his son.

Torn from time...
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Apr. 29th, 2006 @ 10:44 pm Life
Its been a while, I havnt done anything here in a while. I guess it works, its more private.

Whats with life lately. Why does it have to be so crappy. I think im gonna lose one of the best guys ive ever met at work. Why is that so fucking depressing. I cant even make out how I feel about his girlfriend, the one whos causing all this. I wish I had someone to really talk to. I guess thats what the journal is for. Everyone always says "Call me. I dont mind listening" Fuck that. Im glad everyones there for me, you guys have no idea. But their are times where you just need somebody different to talk to. I always help- everyone with their problems. But I never like to talk about mine. I guess I am here a bit. Being depressed sucks. Not really depression, cause that would probably mean worse, just deep thoughts.
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Nov. 7th, 2005 @ 10:50 am Yes!!
You scored as Batman, the Dark Knight. As the Dark Knight of Gotham, Batman is a vigilante who deals out his own brand of justice to the criminals and corrupt of the city. He follows his own code and is often misunderstood. He has few friends or allies, but finds comfort in his cause.

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Batman, the Dark Knight

96%

James Bond, Agent 007

88%

Neo, the "One"

88%

Indiana Jones

83%

William Wallace

79%

Captain Jack Sparrow

67%

Lara Croft

63%

The Amazing Spider-Man

58%

Maximus

58%

The Terminator

54%

El Zorro

13%

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My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Oct. 22nd, 2005 @ 01:01 am ...
Im so fucking tired of being stolen from. I dont know what to do about it either. I dunno if I have to start hunting there asses or what. Fuck, If I ever catch someone doing this. We need to move...
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Oct. 14th, 2005 @ 02:24 am ...
So today was pretty simple. Opened at 10, closed around 1:30 am, only 1 movie to lose though. Serenity, I never did get a chance to see that. Lori said she has the series, gotta see it with her at some point.

Cant wait for Erin Stovall to come back into town! 21st! woohoo!
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Oct. 11th, 2005 @ 03:03 am Good times
Well, the birthday was great and painful at the same time. A lot has happened. Some good, some bad.

Missy, I love her to death. I almost lost her this weekend, and I have never been so scared. I love her with all my heart and im glad she has some help now.

Jon, im sorry that things turned sour at the theatres. Hopefully we can see things eye to eye again.

Got myself a new Ipod, I cant wait for it, it arrives on the 20th. Also received a fantastic penguin for a cd case! Not to mention the great dinner! Thanks again adrian!

Im worried bout my man brian, sent me a couple of worrisome text messages but I never got my chance to call him b4 my phone died. I read your journal man so let me know.

As for work, we had booth 101, it went great, had alot of fun. We will see how it goes next week. Things seem to be going well, with the exception of ANOTHER SCRATCHED PRINT. HOW HARD IS IT TO CHECK A FU- haha you thought I was pissed, well im not. Im confident nobody will be getting fired.

That movie waiting... fantastic. See it

That movie Serenity, havnt seen it. See it.

Im out
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Oct. 10th, 2005 @ 12:24 am ...
I have never felt so confused in my life. I cannot believe what has happened over the last couple of days. Life can pull the most unexpected twists:(


IM BACK for now
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Jun. 7th, 2005 @ 06:15 am ...

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You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Part Romantic Kisser


For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Apr. 25th, 2005 @ 01:20 pm ...
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This one's a little bit more of me
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Apr. 25th, 2005 @ 12:50 pm Update :)
ask away
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me ANYTHING you want(anything goes). Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. I am very blunt and open, so you can literally ask anything about anything, personal or not, and I will answer completely.
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Apr. 5th, 2005 @ 01:44 pm Take it!
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My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Mar. 16th, 2005 @ 11:04 am ...
So yeah, everyone wanted an update =p here we go.

Everyone, I will not be answereing my phone anymore for the next two weeks, pleadse simple leave a message and ill be gettin back to ya on another phone, thank yas.

Theres my update
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Feb. 23rd, 2005 @ 12:47 am yeah...
So yeah, nothing outta the usual, being treated like trash at work still. There putting me up for mit again against four others. Why the fuck do I still bother with this? I dont know, maybe cuz im retarded. Im so damn pissed about this situation, dont think ive wanted to hit something in a long time. They have me by the balls, and I cant do a damn thing bout it. Bah man, I dont mind hanging out with joe, hes actually a pretty cool guy, he may be full of himself, but hes pretty funny. And he doesnt lie to me. I guess I wouldnt be so worked up if Amanda wasnt such a b i t c h.

I dunno, i dont think I want to say anything else. later
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Feb. 17th, 2005 @ 04:22 pm so...
Emotional Vortex: excited
Mood lullaby: Little Birdy - Excited
Hey guys, sorry about that last post, im gonna erase it here soon, i didnt want to worry anyone lol. But well things have been really good lately. Work was fun yes6terday, talked to Bill Phelps all day and got some things off my chest that were pissen me off. and hopefully hes gonna do somethin about that. everything else is highen and flyin, Constantine is tonight, gonna be a good movi9e im hopin.

you know how i hate to bore everyone with the extreme details of my life, so im gonna lay aty rest this entry :)

Peace peace everyone
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Feb. 1st, 2005 @ 11:48 pm So yeah...
Ive determined that the theatres fuckin suck, Brent got fired and im not getting my damned promotion, looks like its time to get a new job. Although I need to find a job that pays more b4 I quit. Owell Ill figure somethin out
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Jan. 24th, 2005 @ 02:30 am great day
So yeah, today was fantastical, played dnd this morning, which was a blast. DnD always is.

My falcons lost today, so sad:( and the steelers lost, nothin huge.

Went over to my dads about 5 to watch the steelers/patriots game and the steelers got creamed, but was fun to watch.

Visited Ruthie again tonight... you will see more if your on the friends list...

lata
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Jan. 20th, 2005 @ 10:26 pm ...
Damnit things are simply fantastic right now lol
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Jan. 19th, 2005 @ 11:49 pm So ya...
Well, things were pretty good today, had my thearpist appointment, I really like her. So im gonna continue going wednesdays at 1.

Work was fantastic, I love training people in the booth, is so much fun. Jon got to learn today, I seriously hope im not there much longer, but whatever. I got to talk on the phone with peeps all night and got paint everywhere, that was the fun part.

Tomorrow night is going to be great! hopefully hehe thats all I have to say there

so jon and sarah are doing there own thing there, thats pretty damn exciting. Go you 2! I thought it would eventually happen, it was easy to see from the start =p but still awsome

thats all for now
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Jan. 19th, 2005 @ 01:20 am Happy
So yeah, things are really really good, and a major bummer at the same time. Its defidently been a while since I talked to everyone, sorry to leave ya on a bad note like that. Where to start hmm

Work really really sucks, my promotion is now pushed back to hmmmmm MARCH. Im lookin for another job, cuz im done with that shit. I dont even know why im puttin up with it right now. It keeps me busy I guess is the only reason, not to mention free movies. but whatever

Ruthie and I are doing very well, I really like her. Ill just leave it at that, so I dont jynx anything ;)

I start school back up in July, looking forward to it, and im not looking forward to it lol

Dont really know what else to say, you all were prolly hopin for somethin long but eh whatever lol

later
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Dec. 27th, 2004 @ 01:05 am Hey
Well, things have been very rough over the last few days, and theres going to be some serious changes going on in my life. As for Christmas, I dont think the christmas spirit was upon me, cuz I was robbed a total 90 dollars in the past 3 days, and I found out im not going to william woods next semester. Im asking all my friends to be patient, im going to be getting some help from another source, to help straighten out the mess that I call my life. Ill be starting medication and other things soon. I also get to start paying rent, 300 bux a month, means im gonna be buyin myself everything else. Or im hitten the road. Hopefully the changes will turn things around for me, because everything right now is a burning pile of ashes from a broken burnt down building. Im probably going to have to be getting a new job soon too, so I have health insurance when I drop school this semester. I dont rerally know what to say to everyone except hopefully you guys will be around for a little while when im on my way.I know this is all confusing, but its a complicated deal, kinda shy to talk bout it, so im not gonna bore yall much more.

Well, later guys, happy new year!
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy
Dec. 18th, 2004 @ 08:18 am blah...
What color(s) is most reflective of you?
If its my personality its an emarald green color.

How did you get the idea for your Livejournal name?
I love my cat more than anything in the world, and Blink 182 rawks!.

What time were you born?
Sometime between the time of midnight on october 10th and midnight october 11th.

What song are you playing now, or wish you were playing?
Seether and Amy Lee, Broken, describes whats gonna happen in about a half an hour at our meeting, gonna be broken lol.

Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry?
The death of Dale Earnhardt made me cry later that night, when it hit me what had happened on a full scale.

What color underwear are you wearing?
White

Do you want a baby?
I want my son to have the greatest father, me :)

What does your mom do for a living?
Work with computers at the highway patrol

What does your dad do for a living?
He doesnt

What color are your bedsheets?
Blue and... light... blue...

What are the last 3 digits of your phone number?
958


What was the last movie you saw:
Closer, yesterday morning

On DVD?
The Last Samurai

Who do you dislike most at this moment?
I cant think of anyone personally, except for maybe jusitn my gm, but I really dislike George Bush.

What food/drink are you craving right now?
Mcdonalds Breakfast Buritos for some reason.

Did you dream last night?
No, Wait I did, but I was dreaming of a dream... which I couldnt remember...

What was the last tv show you watched?
Ultimate challenge

What is your favorite piece of jewelry?
My claw ring that my man Brian gave me.

What is to the left of you?
A massive couch... and a laundry basket.

What was the last thing you ate?
A very tasty Sub from Subway.

Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?
Krystal and Sarah

Where is your significant other right now?
Hmmmm, in my dreams.

Do you have a crush?
I did, but that obviously was a waste of my time.

What is her name?
I guess I can just say that name now cant I lol, Alicia

What shampoo do you use?
T-Gel

When was the last time you cut your hair?
3 DAYS AGO, it looks all pretty.

Are you on any meds?
no

Do you have a mental disease?
If you include my stupidity then yeah lol.

What shirt are you wearing?
My ying yang painting shirt.

What time is it?
8:32 AM

What color is your razor?
black and grey

What is your fave frozen treat?
Chocolate coded vanilla cones with nuts on top. hmmmm not gonna say that again...

Are you sexy?
haha me? whatever

Whats your favorite shopping store?
WAL-MART!

Are you thirsty?
yeah actually now that i think about it.

Could you imagine yourself ever getting married?
Yeah
What's on your bedside table?
My phone.

What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?
Wata

What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
The Last Samurai

What is your biggest fear?
Got 2, Failing a class, and the thought of knowing i was there for my friends/family when they needed it.

Do you ever have to beg?
If you say that you havnt its a lie, cuz when i was 5 i begged for everything. but not recently lol.

Are you a pyromaniac?
Only in DnD

Do you have too many love interests?
Too many? Dumb question, oh wait, im... ok well im not gonna mention them anyways, if I do... and im not sayin that I do... cuz I dont...

Do you know anyone famous?
Is Brad Savage famous? prolly not, so... no

Describe your bed?
Comfy :)

Spontaneous or planned?
Both, very rarely planned.

Do you know how to play poker?
Heck yeah!

What do you carry with you at all times?
My trusty crs hat.

How do you drive?
Like a F*ckin maniac

What do you miss most about being little?
High School...

Are you happy with your given name?
Im likin it still

How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?
You couldnt pay me, cuz id commit suicide if i had to give it up.

What color is your bedroom?
A Nature color, light green, since it is a nature theme lol. I miss the dolphin theme though.

What was the last song you were listening to?
Breakin Benjamin - So Cold

Have you ever been in a play?
No, but hope to be soon

Who are your best friends?
Hmm, Brian, Dana, Sarah, BJ, Abe, Krystal, Andrew, Colin, Resner, and Jon

Do you talk a lot?
As much as is needed I guess

Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
I believe in myself always, in every area except 1

Do you think you're cute?
Nope

Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
Of course not

Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
I hope I am.

Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?
I spend as much time as I can with everyone, if I ever find myself a girlfriend, ill be spending more time with her most liekly, but still spend time with friends.
My Illusionary Fantasy
Final Fantasy